Wednesday, June 11, 2008

examination STRESSSSSS!!!! =(

exams... they're either there to help improve your studies (so they say), or they're there to kill and torture your mind till u cant take it anymore and suffer from a permanent mental breakdown! and i'm at the brink of getting into a mental breakdown anytime soon. Ok, so maybe its not all that bad... but really.... i feel like i'm trapped in a corner with only 2 choices... to run around barahineban screaming my head off at wee hours in the morning when i actually snap from studying too much (particularly HUBS 2505), or option 2, to take that relatively thick PATHOPHYSIOLOGY text book and whack my head so that i'll faint and go to sleep before i actually break down... option 1 seems somewhat interesting but... yea... i think option 3 is the best... *Quit whining and just study Shu Lin!!*

=(

I wan a hug!! anyone!! oh well... bear will have to do his trick... speaking of bear, i have a new stuffed to bear! he (or she... i think the bear's a he, but some of my fren thinks the bear's a she) is my newest stufed toy that i can add on to my collection... =) but yea, that's also if i bring it back to m'sia end of the year also... biodata of the bear:

pic: to be uploaded in my next post (stay tuned!)
name: KL *no its not Kuala Lumpur. ppl who knows me well will know how i name my soft toys*
age: erm... few months old i think
colour: light brown
appearance: naive + innocent + blur looking =)
fav hobby: sleep
fav food/ drinks: gee... i wish he/she had a mouth so i can find out too
fav quote: *stares blankly back at you*
status: taken and not available
best skill(s) available: remain silent at all times

and... yea, i think that's about it... =)

my darlings requested tat i posted some pic up... so here goes... some of them since last year in taylors... well, actually one of them... =)




look at the faces on us (me & erica) this is what i call "STRESS!"



this was taken in newcastle show... L-R: me, hui ru, anne; Beund: Jason



yesh... its a COW... =)



pizza night organised by MYSUN... my fren insisted in takin a pic of me so tat she can post it in facebook with some rather 'interesting' caption



at jenn' 21st b'day (1st may) L-R: me, yvonne, jenn, val, morni

okok, there are still somemore pictures but i have to go scout for them first also... need to ask the people for pictures.... maybe once exams are over i'll go ask around with my external har disk for pictures (and maybe movies to watch throughout the holidays too)!

I was checking out friendster when i stumbled upon a rather... well.. interesting post... its bout what a gal thinks and stuff like tat.... i'm reposting it back up here and the one in green is what I think about it in my own opinion as a gal.. =)

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When she stares at your mouth

[ Kiss her ]
NOOOOO!! what if she's just day dreaming?




When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you

[ Grab her and dont let go ]
=) but dont grab her too hard though.... it scares us!



When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tuff

[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
erm... if its she's really really mad... listen to her FIRST, then only do that... =P



When she's quiet

[ Ask her whats wrong ]
basically... just start a conversation


When she ignores you

[ Give her your attention ]
=D


When she pulls away

[ Pull her back ]
depends, depends.... if she's playing with u, then yea its ok to pull her back... but if she doesnt want u to touch her, by all means DONT! respect her k?


When you see her at her worst

[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
=') that's just oh-so-sweet!


When you see her start crying

[Just hold her and dont say a word ]
*nods* she'll tell u what's wrong sooner or later (unless if shes not close to you/ dont feel comfortable being with u)


When you see her walking


[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
*nods* but PLEASE... dont do this in dark scary places like carparks or something like that... she'll probably die of fright in less than a minute


When she's scared

[ Protect her ]

TRUE! if u run, it just shows how 'important' she is to you

When she steals your favorite hat


[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
or maybe a week? *winks*


When she doesn't answer for a long time


[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
*no comments*


When she looks at you with doubt

[ Back yourself up ]
*if you can*


When she says that she likes you


[SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!!!]
hmm.... *still yet to really master that experience*


When she bumps into you;


[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
haha... =)


When she tells you a secret

[ keep it safe and untold ]
agreed! keep your lips sealed! then it shows that she has trust in you... unless if u want to break the trust formed between u and the girl then... by all means prepare to die =P


When she looks at you in your eyes

[ dont look away until she does ]
=) *staring competition*


When she says it's over

[ she still wants you to be hers ]
erm... depends, depends...


When she reposts this bulletin

[ she wants you to read it ]
actually... no



- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.
*no comments*



- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
depends... if i'm really mad at YOU and u do that, really you're asking for trouble



- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her
=)



- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
so so true



- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
that's also if you can get through the line and actually call her at 12am (hey, her phone might be busy receiving calls / texts from her friends and family too u know?)



- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.


*nods* but please dont be obsessed over her... its just another way to scare her

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
in a way it kind of make me feel better yet not feeling any better at the same time =P




- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.
couldnt agree more


- Give her the world.
in your own capabilities... and at your own risk! *winks*


- Let her wear your clothes.
*nods*



- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
*nods*


- Let her know she's important.
yea! dont compare her to football or something =P jkjk

- Kiss her in the pouring rain
crazy... *are you trying to make her fall sick just so u can have the excuss to see her more often?*

and yea... that's bout it... back to studies! i promise i'll upload more pic next time in my holiday (provided if i can get pictures from my frenz too) till then readers... all the best!

~signing off~

*stressed out*

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